late to the busstop

but then again - what's new?

Ok - I JUST saw this. Yeah, I'm sure everyone else and their goddamned grandmother have already seen it... but it was fun.

Can I be Yook Sin Lee in that scene where her husband is boning her in the opening? He's yummy and has a really nice piece. Too bad she couldn't get her piche off...

"You must be the change you wish to see in the world."
-Gandhi

it ain't easy...

I've been turned on to a great song... so now I'm sharing it with you:

Sideways - by Citizen Cope:
You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English
Well, diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you

These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me

These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away

I was discussing the meaning of the song and my perception with "someone" the other night. He was telling me he feels like it is a somber, not-so-happy song. I think the music, the tone, the quality of this dude's voice - sure, not super happy/fun like an up-tempo Kylie Minogue frothy hit. But I also think it is not necessarily melancholy.

Listen to it. MANY times. God knows I have. I LOVE this shit. But I feel like its merely someone describing how he can't get away from a strong feeling about someone. He can't shake it. His feelings are throwing him for a loop.

But is that necessarily a bad thing?

I don't think so. I'm trying to feel my feelings instead of manage them in my brain. Its fucking scary. Terrifying actually. But the exhiliration and just plain old fun I'm experiencing lately is pretty awesome.

why does god hate me?

what other explanation could you have for the fact that Heroes is on hiatus until 4/23?

none.

fuck you very much.

i need a little inspiration

but I'd settle for a little of his perspiration...





This is his spread in this month's Men's Health.
I highly recommend picking up a copy for yourself.

And I found this shot on the web.


oh Gerard, I'm getting closer...

i have been orientated

Last night me and my buddy Bunky (<-- link) went to Orientation for new volunteers for Habitat for Humanity San Francisco (<-- link). As it wont in these type situations, we were asked to go around the room and introduce ourselves and give a brief sound bite about why we were looking to volunteer.

As you might expect, you heard a lot of "give back to the community" and "put some of my free time to a more meaningful use". But some peoples' reasons were a little less thinly veiled.

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Legal Lady Eagle said, "...I would, umm, like to, umm, learn some basic, umm, carpentry skills to, umm, umm, use in my own, umm, home. Umm, I would also like to, umm, meet, umm, like-minded people."

Legal Lady Eagle likely meant, "I am looking for a man who is handy and has a big cock, because I am single, I'm in my mid-thirties and I am in danger of becoming 'crazy cat-lady'."

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Semi-Hot Business Suit Man said, "I work as a real estate developer in the city. We are often involved with developments which require a subsidized housing component. I would also like to give back to the community and would be interested in learning about and helping in site selection."

Semi-Hot Business Suit Man likely meant, "I work as a real estate developer in the city. I am hoping this will look good for me in my career and I can ink some killer deals with government grants/subsidy. I'm also hoping I can kick it to Lady Legal Eagle. I'm handy alright... handy with this big cock. I'm just sayin'..."

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VERY Young Male said, "I, uh, was recently arrested. And I have to do community service, so I am here to do some community service."

[NOTE: here is where Bunky had to stifle laughter and I thought I might have to kick him in the shins...]

VERY Young Male likely meant, "I, uh, was recently arrested. And I have to do community service, so I am here to do some community service."

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Ultimately, does it really matter WHY they are there, as long as someone in need can benefit from their labor? No. I think not to those in need as long on someone benefits from their being there. For them personally - who knows? Probably. But then again, my read is pure conjecture and is really for humour. I have no fucking clue. So yeah, you shouldn't probably listen to me at all. I quite often talk out of my ass.

my newest husband

ok - I know I said I was marrying that dude from Survivor (<-- link).

But I'm over him.

New V-Day, I need new meat.

Enter Mister 2007 (v1.0, at least...)

Gerard Butler, y'all:


In his new role as leader of Sparta in
Warner Brother's production of Frank Miller's Graphic Novel: The 300. (<-- link)

HOLY FUCK

So... it's no secret I'm not a fan of the recent Google convergence with Blogger and YouTube. I have been gnashing teeth as I can't get videos on YT to post to Blogger automatically as I once could, before I migrated to the newer version of Blogger. [enter extreme anger stage left]

I got all wrapped up into it and FINALLY figured out why.

1. I had neglected to update my login info ON YouTube. Yes - user error. I'll admit it. It happens. But....

2. so i updated my info. STILL get the error that the username/password is wrong. ARGH! I started poking around. Before the new version of Blogger came out of beta, it was called Blogger(beta). Well... it's now just called Blogger. But YouTube doesn't know that yet. I had to FOOL YT by deleting my blog, then re-adding as Blogger(beta) which its not, really.

But until the geniuses figure that one out, for the time being, I think I can successfully post from YT to my blog.

FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC!

what the fudge?

Why do some of my friends' blogs seem to have new posts, while others seem to have reverted back to "previous versions" where it looks like they haven't posted since last week, although I KNOW they have?

Could it be because Blogger SUCKS MY ASS?

or is it because Blogger is FUCKING LAME?

have i mentioned lately

HOW FUCKING LAME THE NEW LAME-ASSED, FUCKING USELESS, NON-WORKING BLOGGER IS?

HOW SINCE GOOGLE BOUGHT BLOGGER, BLOGGER IS EVEN MORE LAMER THAN EVER BEFORE?

HOW MUCH I HATE BLOGGER?

HOW LAME BLOGGER IS?

HOW SOMETIMES MY CREATE A NEW POST SCREEN THE DEFAULT VIEW IS "COMPOSE" AND OTHER TIMES IT IS "EDIT HTML"?

HOW BLOGGER SEEMS NOT TO CARE THAT THE NEW BLOGGER IS SO COMPLETELY BUGGY ON FIREFOX?

HOW LAME BLOGGER IS?

shhhhhhhh!

sunny sunday

sorry for those experiencing less-than-optimal weather. but the weather here today FUCKING RULES. Here's some shots from my roof and around my building. enjoy, bitches.










And for those who know me pretty well, you'll know this is uncommon for me, but these last few where the picture reads with the rays of sunshine? That's some higher-power shit for me. It's beautiful. SF is crazy beautiful. I'd even go so far to say a little more beautiful for having me in it. ;)

stick this in your pipe and quote it:

I saw this today and loved it:

"If you can't be a good example, then you'll just have to be a horrible warning."

- Catherine Aird



[well fuck me running. apparently i could have just googled this shit. like three of you did.]

made it to the gym, y'all

fuck me gently with a chainsaw...

4:30 a.m. sure does come early!