Clinical Greyness

I was eating dinner with a friend last night and went to use the loo. I was taken aback when I went into the stall and saw that the door, tiles, drywall AND the toilet were all GREY.

There is something very clinical about this grey toilet. I don't know why, but I was compelled to take a picture with my phone. And yes, I just peed, and yes, I flushed... the toilet was remarkably clean.

It both comforts and unsettles me.

I'm all about dual emotions lately. My therapist says I need to quit managing them cerebrally and just experience them. It freaks me the fuck out, but is also exhilerating.